Still. Life. It is My Story

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To My Momochan.

We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we’d have to go through
Now here we are and I’m suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

sorry kung hindi kita natetext ng madalas.  kung sa maraming pagkakataon, hindi ako nagrereply, kapag kinukumusta mo ako.

pasensiya kung, nararamdaman mong parang hindi ako nag-aalala kung anu nang nangyayari sa iyo.  and totoo, nagw-worry din ako.  pero alam ko naman na ok ka lang naman, kase meron naman nang ibang nagbabantay sa iyo.

you are still loved. (remember?)


No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start

nagkausap na kami ng future kumpare ko.  sabi ko sa kanya, parehas pa rin ang rule.. (pag may umiyak.. sapak.) hehehe..

andito pa rin naman ako para sa iyo eh.  hindi na nga lang ganun kadalas, i know, you are already starting your own family… (and i’m starting to get my own life.) kelangan ko namang isipin ang sarili ko paminsan minsan, yan ang sabi ko sa sarili ko.  masyado na talaga siguro akong naging attach sa iyo.

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

nagsinungaling ako sa iyo, hindi totoong ganun ako ka-busy: ayaw talaga kitang makita sa mga panahong ito, hindi dahil sa ayaw kong makita na dinadala mo yung blessing ng pagmamahalan ninyo ng “anak” ko, gusto ko lang matira sa alaala ko yung picture mo nung mga oras na madali kitang nasasamang lumabas.  Yang Chow Spicy, saka NaiCha, ice cream cake… (though hindi naman talaga ako fan ng matamis at malamig.

nami miss ko yung paglabas natin at pagpunta sa mall. (kahit madalas kinukuwento mo na hindi mo nasabi sa kanya na magkikita tayo, dahil seloso siyang tunay.)

nami miss ko yung mga times na kinakamusta mo ako, ikaw ang pinaka sincere na taong nangumusta sa akin.

nami miss ko yung boses mo. (pramis) tuwing tinatawag mo akong “dada”.

ipinost ko na rin yng song mo para sa akin. (sorry kung tinanggal ko na yung song na to sa playlist ng phone ko, mas lalo lang akong nagiging emo pag naririnig ko to.)

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I’ve been waiting so long
Nothing’s gonna tear us apart

next month or so, you’ll be living a new life… meron ng baby ang little momochan ko.

hindi ko alam kung anung mararamdaman ko para sa iyo. para sa akin.  I know i must be happy for you.  Pero hindi mo maitatanggal yung nararamdaman kong inis somehow (hindi ko man inaamin, nagseselos ako.) masaya ako na meron ka nang kasama for better or for worse… (o nalulungkot ako na binitiwan ko yung love ko para sa iyo.)

And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

nandun pa din yung ipinangako ko sa iyo, saka sa lahat ng mga matatalik kong kaibigan, your “dada” will always be here for you.

I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.




Temporary Home

Heya, for some of you guys who are waiting for an update on my first wordpress blog, i’m sorry.

Been busy with work… 😀 hehehe, and i also moved to a new house (room) place … pad (apartment) … whatevahyoumacallit …

And yes! I am an adopted Pasigeño right now! (I actually have to google the alt code for “ñ” , and its alt+0241)

Just got certified on my chosen career, only plus one thou increase, havent buy my own laptop yet, less time online…

And most of my time during offs, in manila, i spend my time online gaming… (darn Battle of Immortals!)

My sorry to my followers… (aka MD, Kuya Kulisap and Pong ) I know you’ve all been waiting for my next update, and here it is! to a new home, or at least a temporary home…

I love the theme of my old blog… but sometimes, one may need a breather with all those colored masks, so here i am coming out in black and white…

I actually have several ideas to junk online, but I was  boxed with those masks, basically, i don’t know how to categorize them?…

One time youre feeling Ravy, then the next time it will be Esmina… and then Vary, etc. Confusing right?… (Hell I care if you understand it or not?)

I am not a fan of blogging my own pictures, (or videos though) but hope that you’ll find sometime in reading my posts here on this page… at yes!!! nagtatagalog po ako!

But like other bloggers around wordpress.. (or those dotcomers) it is easier for me to express myself in english rather that “tug-a-logue“…not only just trying to become coño (gee! that alt 0241 really helps a lot … hehehe… )

Expect the same things for me, cool real life blogs, personal experiences, or fictional stories, bondng and “magic” moments with my friends… (ymo most of the time) …

But more real this time.

Real life stories. (parang bio channel lang .. hahaha!!!)

And since this would be a blog for myself, I will be blogging most of the time about my stories, (so back off haters! peace.)

Yun lang po muna, consider this blog as my debut for this new Temporary Home.

Blessed be guys!